Lot1 with ahdear then under her before going Fajar to meet Kimberly's .

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该

two-years-eleven-months.

我会坚强分手 自己远走 不用你担心我
天黑了以后 我会选择一个人过
不用你安慰我
孤单的时候 我会一个人到处去走走
when then you see all the negative things in me?
All i ever do is try to be all that i can be.

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Tomorrow need to stay back after school for 'N' Level Chinese Oral , wish me all the best ok ! <:
On the 21st of Aug will be going YOG with BBs.

Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

School as normal . Tomorrow Maths Paper2 sian1/2 !

don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

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Back to school , nothing much after school need to stay back for Maths exam till 4.16pm then headed back home . Sunburn till damm fcuking pain ! I just found out someone just took my blog picture to post at her blog is like damm mother fcuking all the picture is from my blog lor , whatever SAIM la !

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Swimming today with Co , back panjang headed back home first before going Fajar to had our lunch cum dinner . Now my skin is super duper painful , damm f.ing red !>:
Maths exam tomorrow wish me luck !

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Slept almost the whole days luh , teehee<:
Gonna swimming tomorrow with sweetie ! Shall end here , Good-di-bye !

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

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School as normal after that 3plus headed Bugis with Ahdear&co . Back panjang to meet Kimberly's then go over Greenridge . Night headed to Henderson waves reach home around 4plus .

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

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Went school at 9am with Cynthia's today. Nothing much happened school was bored!

When I miss you,
sometimes I listen to music
or look at pictures of you,
not to remind me of you
but to make me
feel as if I'm with you.
It makes me forget
the distance and capture you.

21st .

I try to talk to you,
but I don't know what to say.
I am afraid you don't want me
to say anything.
So I don't.
But inside of me
there are words waiting
to come out.
And tell you how I feel
like how I miss you.
And how I love you
despite my broken heart.
And how I need you in my life.
And especially
how much I want you.
But those words may forever
stay in my heart-locked inside.
Sometimes I wonder if
there are words locked
inside you too...
but I'll never know.

Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing
and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a
willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated
love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to
whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams
they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever
needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's
happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts.
Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive,
caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot
say...
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your
moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.
It is dedicated to growth and fulfillment. Love is not selfish.
Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but it
forgives, knowing the intentions are good.
Love does not attach conditions....Genuine love is always a free gift.
Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements and
disturbing emotions.There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a
commitment. It believes and endures things.
Love encourages freedom of self. Love shares positives and negatives
reactions to warm and cold feelings.
Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to
encourage and the last to condemn.
Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one
another.

I want to be the girl he's afraid to lose



School today , nothing much luh .
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My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Company ahdear down to Buona Vista then trained back panjang went over greenridge had my lunch then chill .

我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

Didn't attend school today kinda not feeling well . Watched "The Blood Pledge" with BBs & at causeway point around 730pm , didnt had anything today now my stomach is terrible hurt!

What can I say when words can't make it better
What do I do when I can't forgive myself for what I've done
Where can I go where memories aren't tearing me apart
How can sorry ever mend a broken heart
How can I hope when everything is hopeless
Why do I try when nothing I can do will bring you back
Why do I dry my crying eyes when I know that tears will start
Only ever treated you so kind
I must been stupid out of my mind
I let you down one to many times

想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做的不只是朋友

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I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say .

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I dont wanna take a step back
But Im running on emptiness
Were just no longer on the same track
And its killing me in every way
You take me in shut me out, youre breaking me down
Tell me that Im the one, but I see through your lies
Its all misleading, you keep me bleeding
Its like Im burning out

School as normal , wasn't my day today .
N Level oral tomorrow , wish me all the best ! <:

I had a dream and it was about you
I smiled and recalled
the memories we had
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes
you know why?
Coz in my dream you
kissed me and said goodbye ...

(In my pink lens, don't look like pink lor.)
Went Lot1 with kimberly , brought new stud then cab back fajar had my lunch at Mac(:
Chill till 10plus headed back home . I going to match the match tonight with dad and bro !
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Searching in the dark Im lost with out your touch, The day comes but the
sun never shines. It's a dream yet the candle slowly grows small, I need
the net of your love to ceach me when I fall.

s(he) be(lie)ve(d)

At this moment i can't feel anythings , feeling very lost now .
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most saying something
and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

After school walked over greenridge with Judy, Yuanmei , Kimberly and Cynthia . Company kim had her lunch then went back home , prepare around 5plus cab down Lot1 meet &co . Bused down Cine didnt manage to watch movie so went scape chill hadd our dinner at OldTown not really nice . Back panjang . Hey my lovely reader , help me click on my ADS alright . TYVM < 3

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground

School as usual ! Got nothing much to said , bye .

Call me your sugar.

Nothing much happened in school this few days , had to stay back after school just to finish up my D&T coursework <:


- Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other,
B ut then every morning I wake up and realize
I love you more then the day before.

Some words are so hard to describe

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想要

记得你说 有你在 怕什么
绝对不会让我伤心的吗？
如果你说你不想再跟我在一起，我现在就不会拉着你不放。
我会笑着说再见心却在颤抖
我已没有勇气问你
离开的理由
我会坚强分手 自己远走 不用你担心我
天黑了以后 我会选择一个人过
孤单的时候 我会一个人到处去走走
你要记得我没有后悔爱上你。
只想再听你说一次你依然爱着我

Meet Kimberly and Ahdear , wanna watch "9 Temples" at AMK Hub movei start at 7pm but we reach there around 730 . Most of the movie tickets was sold out or selling fast forget it company kim had dinner at Pepper Lunch then trained back Lot1 walk around , ahdear went off then we got some stupid plan ! Hhahas (:

I find it hard to believe

(Bare with it picture all took using front camera)
Woke up 12plus watched some korean daram to pass my time .
Prepare around 5plus then meet Ahdear headed down to Cine walk around then Orchard Central had our dinner at Sakae Sushi then waitited for Kimberly and Cynthia to end there work chill at there till they finish work and bused back panjang - 511 and greenridge cab back home .

It's friday ! School ended at 1230 headed back home and wait for mom to be back home , had facial appointment with mom at 5pm .
Headed down Plaza around 4plus finish facial around 7 had dinner and bused back home.
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You'll never understand why I hurt so much
because you're not the one who is crying,
you're not the one who is left behind,
you're not the one who loved too much,
and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone...

Life and love are like hide and seek.
People spend their whole lives looking for love,
but when they finally forget to look for it, they find it.
Technically i'm single
emotionally I'm completely taken
cause in my mind i'll always be his girl
even if he doesnt want me anymore