Happy Three Years BBs !
School as usual nothing much happened luh .

I don’t want you to love me if loving me means you have to lie. I don’t want you beside me if you think you’re just obliged. I’d rather not have you if having you would mean I have to see you hurt inside.

Plaza with Kimberly, Ben and Gavin then chill at nearby around 6plus went over Greenridge then headed back home .

Can you hold me just for a second? Cause I miss the way you do. Can we be together for one more minute? Cause I can’t live without you. Please say you miss me like I do cause I’m missing you more than I expected to.

Town with Ahdear-Wifey and Honey to get present then cab over to The Chevrons KTV celebrate Kellie birthday till 6plus cab back panjang went over Kellie place i leave the place first when home awhile then back to her place , ahdear left so went staircase had H2H talk with Honey while waiting for Kimberly and Cynthia to come. Chill at greenridge till 2plus headed back home .
All the pictures is at Honey camera so have to wait for her to upload it up (:
Kindly help me click on my ADS , tyvm !

How can I go on pretending that everything is fine, nothing has changed, nothing’s still possible and some things are still the same when after I convince myself I can forget you, I start falling for you again?

Overdue pictures
School as usual , meet Ahdear-Wifey at Lot1 for our injection after school then headed back Fajar meet Honey & co (:
Meet kimberly's around 11plus at Greenridge chill around then they sended me back home . Boring day hope tomorrow will be better one !

“I love you” doesn’t really mean that I want you to be mine. In fact, it’s another way of saying, “I’m happy to see you happy with someone new even if it’s killing me.” So I guess I love you.

CLICK ON MY ADS !

School as usual nothing much happened . Chill at greenridge with girlfriends got home around 7plus , finally tomorrow Friday ! (:

I’m always thinking about you. I often wonder whether you can tell these things that I’m feeling inside me. I keep them all to myself, scared to show my true emotions. I don’t want to love alone cause I’ve fallen so deep that you’ll never know how far I’ve gone.

Late for school today , get back my result so far so good <:
After school chill at greenridge with girlfriends and co lots of laughter as usual !
headed back home around 7plus .

When I get tired of making you realize that I’m here loving you, tired of pushing myself to you, tired of hoping you’ll love me too and tired of crying all my tears out because of you, would you then realize my worth?

Give school a miss today , headed to Bugis company Ahdear-Wifey to collect her stuff then back panjang went over to plaza before going outside school to meet the rest .
On call 7seater , cab down Tai Seng there for orientation till 5pm cab down Ahdear place there chill then train back to Fajar to meet the rest , headed back home around 8plus .

You led me into believing that you love me. When I finally fell for you, you already found someone new. Now I’m having a hard time letting my feelings go cause I loved you without letting you know.

During YOG
School as usual nothing much , giving school a miss tomorrow .

Sometimes memories are better forgotten.
Sometimes they’re not, but over time you seem to lose them.
But sometimes, even though some memoris are too hard to even bear, you want to hold on to the BAD and the GOOD memories.
cause in the end, you realize there was a reason for all that misery, that it resulted in happiness.

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something: they're trying to find someone who's going to make them feel good. In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take

It's like a knife through
the heart when it all falls apart.
It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon.
It's hole, it's a cave,
it's kinda like a grave,
when he tells you that
he's found somebody new.
Why they call it fallin', now I know

Last paper today , headed to Bugis with Ahdear-Wifey wasn't in a good mood !
HAHAS, she treat me bubbles tea (:
forget it i dont wanna think about it anymore , fcuker pissed me off !

If the truth was told instead of lie, then the pain wound go away sooner
and not hurt as much.

Finally tomorrow friday and also the last paper , will be heading Bugis and Town with Ahdear - Wifey after school (:

Never say i love you,
if you don't really care
never talk about feelings,
if they aren't really there
never touch a life,
if you mean to break a heart
never say you're going to, if you don't plan to start.
never look me in they eye,
when all you do is lie.
never say hello, if you really mean good-bye.

Another two more papers to go then that it ! (:
Tomorow EBS paper yet i left my textbook at classroom , whatthefcuk how am i going to study ?! Forget it then , try my luck .

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me.

I was born to have feeling , don't play with me .

Math Paper2 today don't need wait till the day i get the paper i know my marks already , confirm fail dont need to see ! Cause i miss alots of question .
Finish paper went over Fajar Mac had breakfast with girlfriends then back to Kimberly's place helped her in NightClub , blust songs and hear cynthia.L snoozing! Not bad luh , hahahs (:
Chill at greenridge after that kenna chase by monkey like whatthefcuk lor all thanks to BEN.TAN take stone go throw la ! Around 4plus start to walk back school .
Then to Bishan Stadium for YOG till 8plus back school meet co outside school chatted and went back home . Just spent another 50bucks of blogshop , can my nuffnang faster cash out i want my moolah la deys.

Unconditional love is a beautiful thing.. untill the person you love unconditionally doesn't love you anymore. Only then do you realize how much you loved that person and how much you have done and suffered and been through just to show that you love that person , now all seems worthless.

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self? What can this symbiosis between two souls can be? What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings? What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love? But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls? Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain? Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

Sometime happened just now while i'm about to post blog , bloody hell now i need to clean my whole room again !
Meet kimberly's at greenridge then went over 419 company her to do her art till 7plus went over greenridge had dinner then back home .
Gonna study for my D&T now.
can i grow another 10cm more, please !

I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I miss you

Went over Greenridge to meet Honey then brought bubbles tea then go over JunYuan Birhtday celebration , nothing much happened . "Girls Power" such a happening night luh , Muhahas love BBs ttm !
then went over to look for Kimberly after her work . Headed back home at 2plus.

I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

Maths Paper 1 and English Paper 3 today . Perpare and meet girlfriends bused down Town meet Cynthia at her workplace at the same time interview with Ahdear - Wifey (:
after that had dinner at there Sakae Sushi then bused down Timah for pool awhile back panjang already , Reach home around 12plus .

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own

English Paper 1&2 today , stay back after school to finish up my D&T coursework then headed back home before going over Greenridge .
Tomorrow Maths Paper 1 and English Paper3 , wish me luck <:

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. you have this fear that every person you start to fall for, is just going to break your heart again.