Didn't ate anything for the whole days .

Even if you always see me smiling. I've been suffering for a long time to do this fake smile.

Work full today with Ahdear (:
got a hard times going back home just now due to heavily rain la !
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Took off today headed to Town with Judy , Kimberly and Sixian . Shop for our cny clothes and i spent a bomb today just on one jumper cost me $88.80 !(Y)
Walked over to cine had our lunch cum dinner at HongKong Cafe then went back outlet chill till night time headed back home together.

Work, Work, Work !~

People do not change, you only get to know them better. Trust only God, and don't depend on people. That's what I've learned throughout my life.

I've posted to Nitec Facility Technology at Simei ITE again , i still thinking should i accept this course or stop schooling ):

I have never been loved, although I feel I'm perfect, is that the reason why I'm not wanted? I guess yes...

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我生病了！):

Swollen eyes ): work from 1130 to 1030 mad tired la !
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Sometimes I really wish someone would come and lend me a shoulder to lean on and a hand to hold on to

Kimberly's dad send us to work since we reached outlet early so we had mac breakfast before start work (:
end work at 5pm dine at work place then shop around cine and 313 went back outlet to meet them and headed back home together .

You know when I realized I loved him? It was when I realized that anything that ever happened, good or bad, I wanted to tell him about. He was the first person I wanted to know, and I couldn't wait to tell him, and talk to him, and listen to him and it's like I love learning new things every time I talk to him.

Town with 542426 (: then work from 5 - 10pm .
Went over Kim San Leng to had my dinner with honey while we're on my way to wait for cab somethings happened , fcuk that mother fcuker drive so fast almost hit till both of us ! Tsk .

If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for
the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year to spend a longer time with you.

Happy 17th Birthday Judy.N

Work from 5 - 10pm then chill under 511 (:
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I remember every single things about you , the very first day i met you .
Both of us sit inside your friend car didn't talk for some minutes so i try to trickle you just to get your attention (:
As time goes by you make me fall so deeply in love with you eventhough we got lesser time together but just a phone call from you can make me smile the whole days.
On the third times also know as the last time i could see you , i cabbed down but that driver drop me at 4head instead of 3head i had hard time finding way to meet you even you already give me direction but i still lose my way in the end it's took more then an hours to meet you urh, after that day everythings start to change i don't get to receive your call or message i try to text you, sometimes you did reply sometimes no reply and the way you reply could tell me somethings is not right, You told me somethings is bothering you i trying my best to be there for you when i don't know how to cheer you up. After one weeks you didn't contact me i couldn't take it any longer so i take the risk to speak out and settle everythings with you and yup you fall for others i need to give up on you . All i know was you found your happiness i want you to be happy like again so i choose to leave that period of times is the worst day for me seriously ! Totally break down after receiving all the messages from you ):
We can't be together, you deserve someone so much better than me, and you know it, and it kills me that you know it. I can't handle being in a relationship...constantly scared that you're going to find that someone you deserve.
remember what i always called you .

Surprise birthday celebration for Judy.N (:
Happy 17th Birthday , hope you enjoy everythings urh .
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Outer beauty is there to get one's attention,inner beauty is what keeps them there
forever.

Cab down to town meet Cynthia , Gilbert and Aloy first . Brought ahdear present hope she like it (: work from 6 - 10pm . Mad happy cause i finally found my YSL tote bag !



I'm going out of my mind, with a pain that stops and starts, like a corkscrew through my heart, ever since we've been apart.

Work the whole day , mad tired la ):

And all the lonely nights and all the crushing scenes and all the pointless fights. Someone tell me what it means. Someone tell me why hearts break. I'm giving up on happy endings.